Impending Abandonment

This week I will be a complete nervous wreck. I am already getting to that point (slowly but surely). This will be the first time since my daughter was born, that I will be away from her for more than 24 hours. To be exact, she has never slept over at any ones house (sadly I am WAY too protective) and she is going to stay at her grandmother's for four nights and five days. Her daddy and I are going on vacation to a music festival in Columbus, OH. I don't know what I was thinking, this is really hard for me. Yes, I know that all mommies need and deserve a break, but I don't need a break from her. She is everything to me and I know that she will be fine but I also know that I am going to freak out. Everyone thought that she was going to be a Daddy's Girl, but that is so far from the truth. She has me wrapped around every single finger and toe on that tiny little body of hers. I have never spent a day without her. My buggy!