The Beginning.

I started this with no real forethought as to what i was even going to talk about. I could talk about what my life is like and what it is to live a day in my shoes, but in the end who would even care or for that matter, who would even read it anyways? I could sit here and vent everyday but what good is that going to do when the one person that I want to vent to won't even read this? I guess you can say that I have the attitude of "what's the point?". What is the point of all of this? I dont really understand why people blog. Yeah it sounds funny, but this is my way of trying to figure it out. You know, to "dive right in". Its kinda like getting up in front of total strangers and trying to make a speech. Your hands start to shake. Your palms get all clammy. And you downright don't know what the heck to say. Yeah i have said a whole lot of nothing there. And on that note...ta ta!